It sucks to be ME

Monday, April 24, 2006

first day back

hmmmm....

i have to admit that i was actually a bit anxious and nervous about returning to work... not sure why. i really had nothing to worry about. i walked in, said hi to everyone, sat at my old desk, with my old computer, and my old phone, logged in like i used to, and found that all my folders on my desktop were still there, the picture of sophie i had was still there, basically they didn't even bother wipe out my hard drive when i left!

2 hours into the workday... a crazy thought crossed my mind... ' what the hell did i get myself back into?!!?!? '

and i suddenly started doubting myself and why i was there. but before i let my mind go out of control with that thought, i stopped and told myself to remain positive and motivated. i'm there for a reason, it's a means to an end. stay focused. find the upside. be cool.

...breathe.....

1 Comments:

  • At 8:09 PM, Blogger j0mammma said…

    breathe chica - there's a reason you had an opportunity to walk back in to see your boss and hear their current situation...everything falls as it should for a reason.

     

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