round 3

am i a glutton for punishment? do i like the torture? do i gravitate towards heartache and pain? i don't know. what i do know is that i'm in round 3. third times a charm, right? wrong? how many times will i cry before i realize it's a waste of time and effort? like a friend said after round 1, if it was easy, you wouldn't want it. so does that me a drama queen? god, i hope not.